Why would you let me stay here?

My friend Jessa posted a sunflower picture in facebook, together with a realization that it is now her favorite flower. I quickly liked and commented on her photo that we are totally meant-to-be, and the rest was history. I am now inducing myself to an unusual hobby and that is planting. Since I am known to be an environmentalist (oh wait, only I know that. haha), I realized that I haven't really done anything green, so I opted to try what Jessa would be doing. I SHALL PLANT! :") I shall take complete documentation of my new hobby, and hopefully if this hobby succeeded I shall plant more and more flowers! :D

School has officially ended last Friday. My academic life officially dies and I am stuck with all this practical work for school. But as I am on break, waiting for all the dates to come by as they may. I come back to my trusty hobby of experimenting. Since I have a bunch of unused films up in stack, I was thinking of some worthy shots to try on. Since film is just a one time shot shoot, I first tried on going digital shooting with my not-so-good camera. Earning inspiration from lomography.com and some groups I joined in facebook, I tried on some shots with the use of plastic, OHP pens, sunglasses and even screens. hihi Well anyway, devour in my latest fantasy. the effect of plastic cover and red-orange OHP pens the noisy effect of our screen window the effect of my Forever 21 sunglasses: see the difference on the left and right? still using my sunglasses, enabled the flash and look what happened, sort-of a multiple exposure see the blue patterned he

This is for those people who are extremely hooked to something, may it be an object, a vice, or even a loved one, and is determined to accept and finally let go. Here's to sobriety, strength and serenity. LETTING GO (A contributing thought from the 12 Steps of Alcoholic Anonymous) To "let go" does not mean to stop caring. It means I can't do it for someone else. To "let go" is not to cut myself off. It's the realization that I can't control another. To "let go" is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is not in my hands. To "let go" is not to try to change or blame another. It's to make the most of myself. To "let go" is not to take care of, but to care about. To "let go" is not to fix, but to be supportive. To "let go" is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being. To "let go" is not to be in the middle, arranging all the outcomes, but to allow others t

I got my EAF last Friday, and I just saw the boxed part just now. I can't believe I'm about to close my school life soon. :( I still do not want this to end.

It's not normal for me to forget easily the things for school or daily happenings in life, but I have noticed that I have been lately been forgetful about almost everything. Even the things I lately thought of; just when I was about to say it... *poof* ... it's lost in my mind. I get nervous of the idea that I may even soon forget my name, but hopefully not. *knocks on wood* But apparently, above all those forgetful insights, there is this one thing still stuck in my mind. I cannot imagine why above all those things I forget, this part of the memory is still in existence. I mean, I know I should be happy that I could still remember these things, but this memory makes my mind in total blank every time I am reminded with this thought. I just wish this is the part of the memory I could forget easily.

Ending my social network tasks, I decided to come back to my trusty Yahoo! Messenger. I was bored, so I messaged my guy friend and just asked random questions. Gladly, he answered, of course. Hihi Suddenly, I miss Y!M and all its perks. I miss how I randomly message people and talk about random notes. Oh I should certainly be back, even if you call it old fashioned. I like classic, in that sense. Ending this post, I leave you with one of my plans. loljoke. >:)

I'll be in a social networking hiatus starting today. I have been noticing that I have been consistently online this past few weeks and this is not a sign of good life. So I am giving myself a break from it all, for me to focus on what really matters. I will start shooting in film again and find my shots. I shall take the time to talk to my friends personally rather than online. I shall revive my Obsessive Compulsive self. I shall invest my spare time with books. I shall do more physical work. Those are just things that I thought for the moment. I shall give myself a break and spend my life in a good light, but don't you worry dear bloggy, you are my exception above it all.

This consumes my whole week, even if this event was just for a day! Awesome party with awesome friends is just plain AWESOME. After finishing the dreaded crammed Incentive Marketing Plan, we had a defense and we know we aced it! I'm the leader. *winkwink

Sometimes I think that I have known enough.. experienced enough for my age. Then someone came and asked me if I knew this. I showed my *confused* face saying, "What's that?". And you go saying, "You don't know this? OH GOD! You're so innocent!" Then I thought... "Maybe I still am."

Food craving! We're stuffed! Failed to have long hair! It looks like a vest. @_@ View from SDA, while it rained so hard. Thus the droplets from the window. One of our simple joys indeed! Almon Marina: Yummiest food on earth!, or maybe we're just that hungry. This pretty much sums up my last two heavenly and eggly (if there's even a word? lol) days with my friend Patt! It was quite awesome when we decided to go around Glorietta on a Monday, just because we're bored. Being with Patt, I always assume that we're going to go shopping for clothes or shoes or bags, but it turned to be different this time. On a Monday, we just had our random window shopping plus awesome video and photo footage of our awesome boredom world. Tuesday though was quite unexpected, since it turned out to have another suspension because of the rain, I had her at exploring mode once again, having an awesome boredom day now at SM Southmall.