Why would you let me stay here?

I have been feeling really good about myself for the past few weeks and I like it so much. I do not know where the energy is coming from, but I believe its just from within. It is like suddenly I am me again. The girl I have been wanting to be. Suddenly, I had this big urge through me, once again, to meet new people. To explore different opinions and energy. To engage myself to a sudden new belonging. I am trying to figure out this big of a puzzle in my head that I am beginning to solve. Suddenly, I am back? Which means, I am slowly drifting away.. drifting away from the misery and mishaps I have encountered in the past. I had suddenly feel the great intensity of life. Life is loving me back, as I have started to love him. This earlier week, I had been busy with school work. Spending my time finishing my work until the wee hours. Yes, I am that hardworking. I guess I had that big urge again to learn and be busy, cause everyone is. I have been spending my time with the people I know

Seeing people's bag is like seeing their souls and their possessions all together.  I am deeply amused on what people put inside their bags. I, myself when I see my friends having a new bag, or just when boredom strikes, I always tend to explore what is inside. Pictures of 'what's inside my bag' has been splurged all around the net, I have searched from tumblr to flickr of photos of these; and I am kind of getting an addiction right now; it is kinda weird. I just could not contain myself on what I see. I even joined flickr because they even have a group about this. Sooner, I will be taking my own version of these, but for now, amuse me first on yours. Now, don't you just want to seek for this stuff inside your bags too? :) Photos all from Flickr.

One saturday, when I was busy running around trying hard to reach an aircon bus to take me to school, something extraordinary happened. Pardon me, on the story I am about to tell you, for I am not in my normal self that time. I still have an hangover of getting hooked up with professors, thanks to Rona and Bern. (sarcastic here!) So I was running late for my FRONOP2 make up class. I had to take a long walk to reach the bus near the toll way. Being the normal-me-during-bus-rides-alone , dreaming of whatever things I could think off.  Okay, there wasn't anything happening different here, just yet! lol Arriving Buendia, a couple of passengers went down the bus and I had a chance to move on   (I was seated at the rear end of the bus)   a closer sit to the exit. I sat on a seat near the second TV (there were 2 TV sets: one in the very front and one in the middle of the bus). I sat right under it. I already saw what was coming, 'me, bumping my head of over the TV' . So I mad

I'm feeling extremely happy despite the abundant stress and hassle experienced today. I must say that this day is the most busiest day I have ever encountered. To start it off, I had to be at school by 6 AM to set-up and prepare for our Fashion Overdose event. It just feels so good that all of my groupmates are happily cooperating with our event. Well, maybe the fact that they are mostly a batch lower than us, makes them be like that. Oh I love the 109 batch! The event was a blast, though there weren't much audience to show up, but it wasn't imporant! What's important is what we had presented and I know that our professor did not expect us to arrive at an event as beautiful as that! Yes! I'm proud like that! I just have to mention that the food served was the bomb! Becky's Kitchen and Cielo's are a must try! :D My next stressful agenda was our report about Morocco. Yes! I do admit, my friend Faith and I crammed. We took up most of

I have been a loyal reader of a site named positivelypresent because this site helps me a lot to be positive. There was this recent article they posted and it striked the peak of my interest,  muchness . Read it for more details. This was a line from Alice in Wonderland.  The Mad Hatter: You're not the same as you were before. You were much more... "muchier." You've lost your "muchness." Alice: My "muchness?" The Mad Hatter: [Points to Alice's heart] In there. According to the Merriam-Webster Dictionary,  muchness  means "the quality or state of being in great quantity, extent, or degree." What the Mad Hatter was talking about, in his odd and slightly hysterical way, was that Alice had lost some of who she used to be. He was inferring that she had lost some of the true essence of herself as she'd grown older. In relation to this article, I believe that we all lose that certain touch of ourselves as we grow older. As we grow

Since my almost 1 month vacation (from a tri-semester school here!) is fast approaching. I'll be making my own summer list. Hoping to be able to do all of it. Hihi. 1. Read books - school has been hectic and in demand for some matters, that I cannot fully concentrate on reading one whole book. (I prefer reading a novel in one or two day sitting. Hihi) books I read, currently-reading and to read . 2. Join a dance workshop/ have dance lessons - I have been forcing myself to move and their ain't no other thing I would want to do other than dancing. My friend Faith and I have talked about this, and I really wish it would push thru. 3. Watch movies - there are a lot of movies piled up here in my laptop, movies I have downloaded but haven't watched because of the lack of time.  4. Go to the beach or have an out-of-town trip with whoever - It's been ages since the last time I have been on an out-of-town trip or the beach. I want to have a new experience this summer!