Why would you let me stay here?

I remember a friend asking me,  "Tin. Bakit ang lalim mo?"  I, in my natural defense would say,  "Hindi ah. Snorkeling level pa nga lang eh." And on that day, I began to wonder if this is the new me? Am I finally reaping the lessons I garnered, for me to say such deep  words (if they're really that deep)? I can't say that it really does come with age to say things that are deep (I'm not saying that I'm old LOL). I think it comes with experience. Things we experience in this world varies from person to person, and what a kid has experienced when I was their age totally differs from mine. I have my own sets of familiarities in life. Though I have a vague conclusion on why people think of me as such. I am an intense thinker, for I love thinking of everyday scenarios in life. I hate doing it, but I love doing it, at the same time. Thinking makes me feel at home and in touch of my own life, that's one of the probable reasons why I'm ...

This would probably be the weirdest post I'll ever had.  Lo and behold! My black flats that's utterly torn and decayed.  Just before the year started, I told myself to buy new things for the new year. Time spent on other things was (I guess) prioritized, which led me to forget to buy some necessities and that includes a replacement for such shoes. This pair of flats that is downright miserable in itself, lasted for quite a while. To tell you a little history, when I bought this pair at SM, it was the last pair of that style. I was indeed very lucky to find such pair of shoe in my size (though a little pricey than what I expected to buy), it was worth it. This pair of flats saved me from all the struggles of walking, the unexpected rain, the sickening flood, and all those hassles in life. I never had such a pair that sustained me through all those bad memories. LOL. I admit though, that in some way, I took these shoes for granted. I am sorry. :(  But this da...

Because I am bored The computer is handy Let's play Space Cadet! My first haiku after all these years. The sales department, which is my department, is out. They're currently having a SC product update in Dusit. That's why my life in the office is a no-brainer. Heh. So for the meantime, I'll be blog hoppin'. Currently lost for words. /sabaw

A week has passed and I'm completely happy that I haven't thought of getting tired of my intern job at Thai Airways. Not that I ought to be, but because I used to be so tired on doing things the moment I get every job done.  Socializing in getting to know everyone in the office seemed more of a normal thing now than before- for I usually do it as a chore.  Mistakes makes sense to me, as I have realized that it helps you in finding the right answers in life (plus makes your life much easier). Earlier this week, I started with this excel task that I need to accomplish. Guessing from afar, I knew I would be able to finish it only by the end of the week, but because of a sudden mistake, my mind produced neurons that made me pop answers on making my life easier. I finished the tasked early on! Nobody is perfect, even me. I realized that I'm too bossy when it comes to being perfect; in work, dressing and other world matters. I realized this week that I should not be mad at pe...

Yesterday was the start of my second on-the-job training ('cause my course requires two trainings: in house and out) for school. Apart from all the airline companies I applied to, fortunately there was one who took me and my friends in. It's no other than Thai Airways International, which is situated in Makati. Though my friends and I wanted to have our practicum in NAIA (for some reason.. HEHE), I think being accepted in Thai Airways also has its up sides. More on that soon... moving on. Later that night, Faith , Aldwin , Ralph and I went to The Collective at Malugay St. Makati, to try Ralph's favorite restaurant- Wabi-Sabi . I don't know how on earth did Ralph suddenly suggested to pursue the place (Ralph, you must admit to me, right now! LOL), but anyway, it was something new for us, so it's alright. Forgive me, for I have some short memory span. I forgot all the names of our orders, but those two foods in the bowl are ramen ...

January 3, the day I realized how much I changed.  picture from  Jessa Celeste , my snickery cookies 'n cream friend My friend, Jessa , invited me to MoA yesterday to have some bonding time before classes resume. Not really knowing who would come on that day, I agreed because I thought I need more bonding time with her. I had the hunch that she invited people, but I did not realized they were the people whom I missed. They're my first friends from the very first term I entered CSB.  I don't know if I said (or rather typed) it before, but they were the friends whom I love so much. I never had such friends like them before and it placed me in utmost glee having them, though I don't think they know that. I almost remembered the feeling I had before, when I was around them. I had the best feeling and I'm not exaggerating! Time, school and situations led me to drift apart from this group, but yesterday brought me again to that glee I felt 3 years ago. ...

As always, I had the urge to dress up when my family and I are heading out, even if it's just for church or a simple get together. Well but this time, it's still the holidays so it's so much better to incorporate looks. I think I'm becoming more and more fashion forward as the years go by. Probably one big thing that influenced me are the fashion bloggers that I follow, add it up to the daily updates from collegefashion.net, and my forever favorite- style-arena.jp. I have learned to adapt, that with whatever event you're planning to go to, you have to look your best and there has to be something different/striking/good/pretty about your outfit. Sometimes I do tend to dress simply, but I make it a point to dress up with a thousand accessories, just because... For the New Year, I tried following the trends. I wore my favorite polka dot dress and wore a red belt to divert a different feeling to the outfit. I also wore my flowery tights just because I miss wearing ...

As always, New Years Eve was celebrated at home with the relatives, but this time only my Lola and Tito visited us- rounding up a very intimate dinner. Nonetheless, it was fun and fulfilling. I love love love Mom's Carbonara! I'm not really in the mood to elaborate, so let the photos do the telling... not much though. Intimate dinner with candlelight is intimate.  My brothers playing Gears of War while waiting for midnight. Fireworks from afar, since Muntinlupa banned selling fireworks.  What I did while waiting for the clock to strike 12.  ♡

Before anything else, here's the long overdue post about my new book. I don't usually take time to devour myself with pictures of books, but this Murakami book is worth everything. I bought the book last December 26, right after I got my Christmas money and now I'm broke again. lol So far, I'm still not done with the first book (it contains 3 books but the translator compiled the books into one). Descriptions are heavy, but I like it just the way it is. I really am in love with Murakami's writing.  ♡