Why would you let me stay here?

Posting something random! My friend Spica asked me a question at formspring.me. She asked me the question above, and I answered it. After that, I browsed the home button just because.. then I saw this. Spica asked all her followers kasi , so eventually same questions. The one who answered was my HS ultimate! :D Read the answer he had about 'how he met Spica?'. That is why I clicked the smiled button! Haha! I dunno but, it just made me smile because I remembered the past. I used to be sooooooo dead-na-dead about him. Hahaha! It just makes me laugh every time I remember what I usually do. Don't worry, he knows that I used to like him. lol Well, anyway, that's just it.  I wish you well, ultimate!

I dreamt of my ex-crush and it seemed quite a shock to me about dreaming such thing. Cause for one, he would never act the way he acted, in real life. Second, he is already a past. It was really a shock to me, cause until now, its still protruding in my mind. He did something spontaneous that would make your head go wild. Haha! It was even funny cause after that spontaneous moment we had in my dream, I rushed to a friend and told her everything that happened in just a spur of a moment. So could someone answer my question about dreams and being sub-conscious. ;)