Why would you let me stay here?

"I would have loved to be part of the indie community. But I wasn't. I was looking for a community, I don't even know any people who are musicians. I never met that indie popular indie, whoever the fuck that is. Who IS indie? First of all, I can't really get my head around what indie music is. Because if you've heard of it, it's sort of pop music, right? Because it's, like, popular? Or is it just that it's not on the radio? It's not like I was in an indie community and then I blew up. It's like, I was living on the street and I'm not – like, for real, you know what I'm saying?" -Lana Del Rey One thing that brings me closer to marrying Lana (in my dreams), would be her sense of style and that involves her hair, her make-up, her clothes and her body. But the very main reason why I love her is her drunken feel like voice that soothes my soul. The perfect mix of mysterious agenda and coming out of the flesh. ...

This weekend or (shall I say) coming days before the 5th would be the most wordy days of my life. You see, the term is about to end, and we're about to pass the most dreadful final paper. I'm happy though, because I'm on my 7th out of 16th page already. But being the online junky that I am, once in a while I lose concentration and one of my favorite sites comes up distracting me. I have been browsing  Tokyo Street Fashion  since yesterday, and today hasn't stopped yet. I promise to do my paper after lunch. PROMISE! Meanwhile here's a bunch of favorites from what's distracting me.                    My favorite among the bunch! <3 I still have time to waste. Hehehe :>

As I was cleaning my parents room yesterday, I saw this one picture of my mom. She concealed to me that this was her almost 20 years ago. I really like the photo, that I posted it in my clipboard. Hihi <3

My mom has a huge influence on me. She was the first person I knew when I stepped on to this planet (even if I do not remember), and ever since she was always by my side. Aside from my late yaya, who I also considered as my mom, my real mom was the person I always confide in and somehow knew I could talk about with anything. Though sometimes I find it hard to release all my thoughts in mind because of being scared of certain outcomes, I somehow gradually overcome and tell it to her somehow. Aside from being a big influence, she somehow has been a role model for me. My friends always told me how pretty, sexy and young my mom is and I have no rejections with it ever since. I always wonder why my mom, despite giving birth to three children (myself included), is always that fit and just about her figure. Yes, one of the things I simply adore about her is her figure. Though right now, she tells me she has grown to be fat, I still think she is a bit slim. Why mom, why?? My mom also is us...

My friend Jessa posted a sunflower picture in facebook, together with a realization that it is now her favorite flower. I quickly liked and commented on her photo that we are totally meant-to-be, and the rest was history. I am now inducing myself to an unusual hobby and that is planting. Since I am known to be an environmentalist (oh wait, only I know that. haha), I realized that I haven't really done anything green, so I opted to try what Jessa would be doing. I SHALL PLANT! :") I shall take complete documentation of my new hobby, and hopefully if this hobby succeeded I shall plant more and more flowers! :D

I have been fascinated with writing English lately. Long before, I have been so drunk with my English grammar that, I had to hate English and writing. I had English as my hatest subject beforehand. Why, you may ask? Because I cannot figure out grammar. I suck at grammar. Grammar and English makes me weak. I have always envied people who has this huge dictionary of words in their vocabulary, with correct grammar at most. Grammar and English just mattered to me when people and my school started giving me results of my bad English. I know I suck, I'd rather have Math than have English! Eckkk! But since English was a means of communication and, some would say, a means of success, I had to start improving my weakness. I even remembered buying during my high school, extra English books to improve my grammar. I just had that certain urge where I would want to improve on what I lack. So I started saying to myself, start typing full, text full, blog and tweet in English (even if I know,...

Wag Na - Kristine Cecilia Due to some circumstances such as boredom and inspiration, I recorded myself while singing the first song that pop-ed in my head. I am no professional or good singer, so don't you ever hate me. Hating means something low, so don't. lol I can't find sites that can host an upload for music only, so I just went to Movie Maker and had a cat to represent me singing. Last night I saw a cute cat/ kitten and that inspired me to put a picture of a cat. Actually the cat/ kitten looks like the one in the video, so now you could imagine. Hihi This is the first time I posted something like this, so be nice to me. It ain't perfect. It's been a while since I used my voice, and you know what? This recording made me think of using my voice once again. Is it good? Ehhhh! I'm shy. lol

From all the days of the week, Wednesday is my most favorite. Because this is the time, where I'm surrounded by people I love. People who give positive vibes and renders beautiful auras. For one, my FRONOP1 professor is the greatest. She's strict, but at the same time, she is a fun loving professor. She encourages us to develop good relations with our colleagues. In return, our class do develop a very welcoming vibe. Hihi. I just feel it. I don't feel any strains or negative feelings toward my colleagues. It feels so light, and it seems like everyone is easy to talk to. I just love people like this. From there, my day usually flows by with the same energy and aura until my last class. My Japanese class, which would seem as light as my first subject, because the people I'm with, are easy to interact with. Coming five minutes early for my Japanese class today, I found my classmate sitting on the other side of the room. The lights was turned off and I did not bother...