I 'YOLO' myself

This totally blows. (Caution: rant ahead!!)


I can be sure that I have enough good shots that I showed to my parents; showing up for some work at the family business, cleaning up my room and basically being home for a good four days. Well, that could be said as a good girl right? But they probably thought otherwise.

The only thing I want was to spend these good all 3 months before graduation as a good memory for the free days I'll be having before I could actually say that I'm a complete adult; that per se as a yuppie. I want to spent this whole time with my friends; relax, hang-out and discover new things. I want to revive everything that I lost, and that includes the me that I kept looking for (was hoping to find it with the places I long for).

I was supposed to hang-out with my good 'ol HS friends for another round of life giving scenarios of talks and realizations (because they're been through me since forever). I need my life.

Well, I could totally understand why I'm all guarded and restricted to go out. All those spending out and walking about with my friends in the wee hours (totally worth it!)... but I just want myself to enjoy life. I want to have my life greater than regrets, because YOLO.

LOL. Kill me now.

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